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[May. 18th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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| | Heartless-Kris Allen | ] |
To you people. I will not be updating here anymore. I've just created a new blog.
So if you poeple wana know whats the link, come and ask me personally.
I shall see to it, if you people deserve to read my new blog.
Haha! Im being secretive nowadays.
Cos I love being one:)
I will not delete this blog. Cos there's pure memories in it.
Like totally.
Thats all,
Thank You. |
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[May. 17th, 2009|07:53 pm] |
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It sux big time when having girl thing ya. Like seriously :| Hate it, totally. Gaaahhh!
Alright, cut it. Just wana say that boyf is back on fri. Like at last! And too bad that I dint manage to fetch him from the airport. Gee. Was waiting the whole night for him to text me and exactly at 9:46PM. My phone rang! It's him! Lol. Too excited that my hand shivered. Poeple should see the way i type out my msg-es ya. Lol.
And yes, yesterday marks our 21st month = to 1 year 8 months ;D thanks for everything baby. Even though we did have some 'fights' in the middle of yesterday night, I hope we'll work things out ya. And I miss boyf like totally. Dint get to meet him after his return. Gotta find a day where both of us are free. And I doubt it will be that soon. And since it's our 21st month, just wana dedicate this song to him which I've been hearing it for a few times. I Love Chan Kang Yuan :)
Oh, there's school tomorrow. Monday means 5 solid hours of C&N practical. I hope that tomorrow practical will be easy. So as I can go off early to meet shafa!
Thats for now.
Goodnight people. |
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| I heard the teardrop hit my pillow before I even knew I was crying |
[May. 15th, 2009|08:14 pm] |
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I didn't want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn't know I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me too closely the tears fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full. |
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| Surrreeee Faiiiilllll ! |
[May. 13th, 2009|09:43 pm] |
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Hoho. I dint intend to go school today as there's DPA test. I dint even really study for it. Like waaaseeyyyhhh. Confident fail. Seriously. The first question of the test almost make my eyes pop out as I forget the way of doing it. Tsk tsk. Whatever it is, the test is hard. Seriously damn hard. And Im having Calculus test tomorrow. My brain are starting to crack into pieces. C&N test will be next thursday. Hurhur. Die die die.
After test was Care Lesson. Nothing much actually. Then break for like one and the half hours. Had early lunch and off to basement to watch people play pool. Cool shit man! How I wish I can be that pro. Lol. Dream on. Gee. Then off to class and had C&N. New chapter. I dont understand a single thing. The whole lesson was msg-ing boyf. You should see how busy I am. I mean, busy msg-ing. Tsk tsk.
Mates has been calling me bangs. Due to my fringe. Geee. That name quite nice de:) HAHA!
BANG BANG!
Boyf coming back in 2 days. Omg! Cant wait laa seyyhhh. Miss him. Need a snuggle. Can, boyf?
Thats for now.
Goddnight folks. |
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[May. 11th, 2009|08:17 pm] |
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Okay people. Im having flu right now. And it sux big time, seriously. All thanks to the rain which pour in the late afternoon. School today was kinda, B.O.R.I.N.G. and dull. I dint even understand what the teacher is talking & teaching. Kinda tired. And guess what I did? Did abit of the work and off to mate seats to copy the answer. Geee. If teacher were to know this, Im dead! First time in my whole lifetime I cant do a simple thing. Disappointed.
SY accompanied me before meeting Shafa. Thanks for the accompany, yo (:
Somehow, I've read something which somehow struck me for a moment. I guess sometimes we just take life for granted. When the thing just past us, we then regret it not knowing that it wont come back. Maybe what I told mates about what happen make me realised that im just being a biatch. Seriously. I know I shouldn't have said that, but I was too pissed. Im just a sensitive girl. I need attention.
Exactly 21 days since you left. Day by day, Im getting stronger not knowing that you are not by my side. It wasn't easy, seriously. I had a hard time to adapt by being an independant lady. No msg-es during lesson. No morning msg-es when im off to school. No asking, what are you doing this-kind-of-thing. No meet ups after school or during weekends. No goodnight msg-es. Totally, nothing. Just 15 mins, call a day. Chatting in MSN for like two hours. But, I appreciate it. The mickey mouse jigsaw puzzle. The bracelet. Your Tees. The MP3 where there is video about us which i played it everynight. Are my companion when im alone. I wonder how are things gonna be like when you are back. Are things gonna be the same? Or, are we used to not having each other for long and thus we does not need each other that much? All depends when the day you are back. I love you and I always do. How bout you?
And i left you, with this song.
That's for now.
Goodnight. |
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